I’m engaged to an amazing man, a man with a hard shell but with such a gentle heart, I can’t understand why he could be with a woman like me who could never give him a family, but it doesn’t matter to him he love me just the way I am but after two years of being together and watching how loving he

I sit here watching another childless year pass by I never really talk about my struggle with motherhood the pain I feel knowing I’ll never grow a life inside my body, for as long as I could remember I’ve always wanted to be a mommy, my sister was blessed with 7 babies i always tried to be the best