Than it was me today.

📍 the Cowid monsoon poisoned, repeatedly ruined, piled up in his early 20s.

After turning up to open a used clothing store with a friend, it invested half a hundred thousand without knowledge, and the social age was hard to reach, and finally found the first round of COVID so full that it had to be shut down immediately...

When I thought that I could get a foothold, I applied for a hotel job in a personal position. I was only 20-21 years old. I earned very little money. I was just a daily employee. Not enough money to pay for the tuition and the car. But luckily, the boss and the boss were very good. But lightning came down again. I found a second wave of kovids. The hotel had to reduce the working hours because the lockdown clause and the long distance. Not enough money was enough. Finally, I had to resign and go to death. I took the sword again at Nakhon Pathom.

📍 23 years old with expensive lessons, made a direct sales company.

We applied for a job in PR, Contents and Advertising Company because we thought we could get some creative skills, but we did it for a few months to know that it was a direct sales company, huh, 😭 life turned around, had to knock on doors from house to house in the motel room, knock on the windshield in the parking lot, walk into the construction size, walk through the plantation, walk in the garden, walk in 10, 10 kilos, and travel all the time, have to wear a suit, which is very expensive. Think about what we are doing here, too heavy to give up and quit.

📍 fight back in the admin draft, flip the crisis, put the backyard system for the SME company, but people have to eat, we have to use the word "give up." We got a new job as an electric accelerator company admin. With the boss not very knowledgeable about the paperwork and legal system, the boss is 23 years old, so we reorganized the panel! Put up a basic welfare system that employees should get, both salary, diligent allowance and overtime, until the boss sees the ability and pays extra administrative fees.

But stability was 0 for the last two years, and I had a chat to close the company for a few times, but the next day I returned to normal work like nothing had happened, and my mind was paranoid all the time, and in '64, I wanted to go home, and I decided to leave again...

📍 '64 came back and asked for it, but what it was a huge trauma after leaving SME because I wanted it back home. We had a lot of money to keep. Even though I didn't have a job, I had enough money to eat and feed my kids, but... when I came back, I was shocked by the words of a template that I would never forget for the rest of my life.

The reason began to come from us not to lend him money (because we had to keep it in reserve and take care of other people). After that, my mother was dissatisfied, insulted, impaired all kinds of minds to make us think that "it shouldn't come back... to the real loop of life."

📍 forced to choose sides. 😭

The nervous war in the house is getting harder and harder. She doesn't talk to us, and she also pressures her children to choose between us and her mother (we have two brothers, a different father, six years and eight years apart from us). She goes to the stage of her mother saying, "Because you come back to make me two, my mother and son fight."

At that time, we broke my chest, and the garden went back, "Why are you saying this? You gave me back... and I'm not my son?" And the answer was "I haven't seen you as a child in a long time."

This one word, we fainted, cried without being ashamed of anyone, hurt until the heart was crushed. From the beginning of our intention to return as a refuge and comfort, it turned out that day that the brother had to come to comfort this broken sister instead. It was a dilemma home relationship and the darkest spot of his life.

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