simultaneously earthside + in the stars with them 💫 I never expected to have a moment to what was, before this summer of loss, a silly song I heard on tiktok. the me of a few years ago would be shocked that of all music, i sought comfort in country, but through my experience this song became a

my hormone levels are finally NEGATIVE. that means that after months, this experience is finally over- no more tests no more needles no more holding my breath while my results are read I'm so eternally grateful and thankful I get to continue living life and to try to grow our family again 🙏🏻

but im not mad about it 🧸🌪️ p.s. don’t worry I’m not crazy spare diapers are in the car!

see you tonight! @Ella Langley 🫶🏻🌼 if you see a blonde girl in a butterfly top crying it’s probably me

it could be worse 🫶🏻

should go without saying but be careful of what you say and do around your children. they love you and the way they honor you is by trying to be like you. be someone worth being like 💛

should go without saying but be careful of what you say and do around your children. they love you and the way they honor you is by trying to be like you. be someone worth being like 💛

I get to relive all the best parts of childhood through him 🥺

cowgirl chic ✨ a term invented just so people could have an excuse to wear them

just an internet mom telling you that everything will be ok 🫂

also on the agenda: room service days where I make my husband play butler 👨🏼‍🍳🍝

you can’t play mermaids with split ends 🧜🏻‍♀️✂️ a little flashback to before I got my hair refresh last month!

I’m not ok 🥺 whenever he’s waiting for me to pick him up from his Mimi’s house, he tells her I have a croissant for him. which means I’ve trained him well, because it’s usually true

a memory too good to stay in my camera roll 🎞️✨ obsessed with the fact that I can literally WEAR a moment from one of the best nights of my life. the little charm for Henry tops it off. felt so special wear this while recreating a moment so close to my heart!

I had a caption but I literally forgot it

is this an empath thing?

a mother’s love has no limits on time or space 💫 after a month of tests and trauma, we finally get to say goodbye to our angel. this was the hardest time of my life, and I’m so grateful for my support team and the wonderful people who helped this ocean farewell happen, thank you, we love you

cannot wait until home actually means home

not a flex, just a different perspective from someone who once thought she lost everything #twoyearold #toddlermomlife