I lost my best friend.

Miss you so much grandma. I can’t believe that this is the second new years without you. You were my best friend. It's okay to miss you,

It's okay to cry. Just know I'll never forget you. This isn't a permanent goodbye. Sometimes I sit and wonder if you are standing by my side, giving me the courage to carry on with pride. I'll hold onto our memories, until this life is done. In my heart is where I'll store them, where we can be as one. Since the loss of you, I've learned to live for each day and take it as a blessing, knowing it may not always be this way. Since the loss of you, I've learned that when everything goes wrong to never give up on what is right because it can only make you strong. Since the loss of you, I've learned that even when you're in a lot of pain you've got to hold yourself together so you won't feel like you're going insane. Since the loss of you, I’ve learned how to hold the tears when I want to cry because all I have is memories and just want to ask God why. But mostly, since the loss of you, I've learned a life can be taken in the blink of an eye and only Heaven really knows when that person will have to say "Goodbye." When you took your last breath, you took a piece of my heart with you. #sayinggoodbye #ilostmybestfriend #grandma #firstpost #loveyou