Diary Entry #1
Quick recap of my life the past two months:
- i had the best birthday month ever and went on my first trip by myself to meet up with besties
- i came back home and all my stuff is gone because we got evicted and my mom didnt want to tell us because she didnt want to "burden us"
- feeling betrayed and tired because this has happen so many times before but this time im (technically) a adult and could of have helped out
- now im back in school (living in a new apartment with my fam) grinding it out in hopes i can get away from this never ending cycle
recap over
ive been very emotional all day i cried at work multiple times when no one wasnt looking. wishing this eviction hadnt happen. i never lived in a home longer than that apartment. i collected so much stuff with majority of it being with my own money.
i am missing the little things like my fluffy robe i had, my fuzzy socks, my first ever beanie, my journals, etc. while also missing my big things like my books(i had sooo many) and my first ever big girl roller skates.
it fucking sucks.
i love my mom but i have never been lied to like this EVER. and it is messing with my head that this could of been prevented.
i am so tired of being the happiest i have ever been to going back to crying every moment.
(another subject i will talk in about in a later entry) i realize smth today: tht i am selfish with my empathy. because i care too much and in the end i wished they didnt tell me.
anyways i needed this rant. im going to make it through this. i have to.
#diaryentry #journaling #eviction #everythinghappensforareason #crying #sad #homeless (not in the most literal sense) #manifestation
Eviction is a difficult experience that many people face, often leading to emotional distress and uncertainty. It's essential to understand the various reasons for eviction, which can range from financial struggles to unexpected life changes. The feelings of betrayal and loss can be overwhelming, especially for young adults who have invested time and resources into their living situation. Seeking support from friends, family, or local organizations can provide comfort during such turbulent times. In the face of these challenges, many find strength in journaling or expressing their emotions creatively. This can be a valuable tool not only for processing feelings but also for charting a path toward recovery and rebuilding one's life. Additionally, maintaining a positive mindset while working toward personal goals can aid in overcoming the negativity associated with eviction. Whether through education, new living arrangements, or simply gathering support from peers, resilience is key to navigating life's ups and downs. As you read through similar stories, you might relate to the sense of losing belongings that hold sentimental value, like journals or childhood items, which can evoke feelings of nostalgia and longing. Acknowledging these emotions is a crucial step in healing and regaining control of one's life.
So sorry you went through that 🥺, this will pass remember that 💖 you’ll end this cycle and never have to feel this way again dw 💓💓