ive realized in all my screw ups all the crazy decisions that getting clean well was the easier part. learning how to walk thru the day without any crutches or being numb. feeling good feelings..how to deal with bad days bad news....without ruining my life over one bad decision after the next. I lo

waking up excited to start your day and get your coffee ☕️ do some Bible work rather then dragging myself outt of bed to go get my morning ish / also could have been save this for tomorrow first thing and that was exciting bc its my next batch of "relief". I used to fantasize about this lif

so yesterday I did a thing...lol instead of werk me and boss man skipped right down to the Perdue Illini volleyball game 🏐 I never knew how much fun sports events are. its def a vibe that's for sure. even tho we lost it was such a close game with some awesome players on both teams plus the stra

8 years later 📆⏳👣A lesson learned...i let ppl see my mistakes everybody makes mistakes but the one thing you NEVER do is let a mf see you quit! You ain't never going to see me quit, take my mishaps as lessons growth I didnt wake up to give up!!! I dont wish for it i work for it. If it doesn'

Someone telling me that I could get clean and sober I laughed...and if you told me I'd get half at least back of what I lost..and gain so much more than I had id look and laugh saying that ain't me....7 straight years later I have so much that I never knew I had or was. this is my journey n

there was a time I didn't know how to smile...now I cant stop🙃😍🤪