I had a dream about you... Us
I'm past what we were and accepted what we had was magical and great but the sun has set on that time. That being said every once in a while, especially through my hard times, I like to remember what it's like to talk before bed and wake up to your good morning text. There was close and then there was what we had. We talked every day for hours and I wouldn't have it any other way. There was this time you had a bad dream and you said it was me who calmed you down in the dream and I real life we talked from sun up to sun down about everything. Since you've been gone I've dated women and try to fill that void but honestly nobody does that like you. To them I was one more man playing their "Boyfriend" but to you I felt seen and heard. You actually cared and I felt the same way about you because you meant that much to me.
This page is dedicated to the void I know you requested us friends but I'm sure so and so would not want to see me.
Even after what happened we'd have to talk about it but I'd love to try again. I hope wherever you are you're happy and content with your choice. I wish you nothing but the best.
So the dream.
It was a long day of work and I was exhausted and working out my sleeping schedule so I slept hard. In this dream it's us at the alter. You looked so happy in your dress and I just couldn't stop smiling. I remember the reception with Van Halen playing we dance, laughed, and just held each other all night.
Love can leave an indelible mark on our lives, even after it ends. I’ve experienced something similar where the memories of intense connection lingered long after the relationship concluded. It’s common to try and move on, date others, or fill that empty space, but sometimes no one else can truly replace what you had. Those daily conversations that stretched for hours, the feeling of being truly seen, and the comfort of knowing someone cares deeply—these are rare gifts. One thing I’ve learned from these experiences is how dreams can serve as a window to our feelings, often reflecting unresolved emotions and hopes. A dream about being together again at the altar or reliving joyful moments can be both comforting and bittersweet. It shows the heart’s longing for closure or perhaps for a second chance. If you find yourself in this place, it’s important to honor those feelings but also to remember your own worth beyond the relationship. Real healing happens when you accept the past and allow yourself to grow, whether that means reconnecting or moving forward. It’s okay to hold onto the good times while making peace with what was and what might never be. Sharing such personal stories creates a unique connection with others who may be navigating similar journeys. Remember, you are not alone in feeling the depth of love, loss, and hope. Life’s complexity often teaches us to cherish those magical moments and to embrace the future with open arms.
