Being bullied until I hate myself

When we went to the first year of college, we were together with a group of Thai friends. One time, we remembered that our group sat down with a Korean friend. A Korean friend said that Thai people only have beautiful people. And a Thai male friend in our group said, "But Pai (we ourselves) is not beautiful." Or it was when a friend said, "There are only people who like our group except Pai." This has been 5 years. The friend probably forgot, but it never went out of our hearts. At that time, we hated ourselves a lot. Crying told my parents to do all the facial surgery because there was nothing on our page.

After a while, there was a COVID, so we didn't have to see that group of friends for a few years. After that, we went back to study in Mo. We chose a new group of foreign friends, a new group of Thai friends. Fortunately, our new group of friends never bullied us. There was only encouragement to say that we were beautiful. We were beautiful. We were beautiful like foreign wives, so we changed ourselves so far.

When looking back, I was very angry with myself for letting the words of anyone who didn't know make me hate myself. But now "I stopped hating myself." I came back to smile broadly, wearing beautiful clothes, dark eyebrows, black hair, long nails like my sister, as we like. Although it is not beautiful in the eyes of the average person or the standard of beauty of Thai people, because "I love myself like this and next, no one can make me hate myself again."

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