Pages From My “Bad Art” Sketchbook / Art Journal ✨
Sometimes I draw realism and stick to the techniques I’ve been taught, other times I need to let myself have the freedom of experimenting and making “bad” art.
I spent a long time being hard on myself and wanting each piece to either be “perfect” or a significant contribution to my art skill level. I realized a few years ago that mindset completely killed my motivation as an artist. It took a while to let myself make art without the pressure (and it’s something I’m still working on), so from time to time I dedicate an “art journal” to try out random ideas, new art mediums or styles, or to get heavy emotions off my chest without needing to put them into words.
At some point I noticed that since I started giving myself the freedom to make “bad” art, the “good” art I put my effort and skills into has gotten so much better and the process more enjoyable—and I had slowly started regaining that motivation. On top of that, I’ve discovered new art mediums and styles I never thought about, and continued to use them in other works.
The pages in this post consist of the best pages in this bad art sketchbook, and the ones I feel most comfortable showing to the internet, but most pages don’t look like this. I make these with the thought that they’re only for me to see, because that helps me let go of the idea that the end result determines my worth as an artist.
I hope this inspires some of you guys to look into starting your own version of an art journal, or anything else that helps you create without pressure. I think that’s really needed sometimes.
... Read moreYou know that feeling when you sit down to create, and immediately think, 'Ugh, why do my drawings look bad?' It’s a creativity killer! If you're like me and have struggled with perfectionism, starting a 'bad art' sketchbook or visual journal might just be the most liberating thing you’ll ever do for your artistic journey. It’s not about producing masterpieces; it’s about giving yourself permission to explore, make mistakes, and truly connect with your inner artist without the pressure of an audience.
So, how do you dive into this wonderful world of art journaling? First, forget all the rules. This is your space. Grab any sketchbook – cheap or expensive, it doesn't matter. The beauty of a journaling sketchbook is its versatility. You can literally just open it up and start. I've often found that 'drawing the chaos is easier than cleaning it' in my mind, so I let those raw emotions spill onto the page. Whether I'm feeling frustrated with not being able to verbally express my emotions or just need to get something off my chest, my sketchbook is there.
Don't limit yourself to one medium! This is where the magic of mixed media comes in. I love throwing everything at the page – oil pastel, colored pencil, and acrylic paint markers all at once. You can experiment with techniques like messing around with inverted colors, or even just practicing using my own hand as a reference, something I wouldn't normally do in a 'serious' piece. It’s okay if it looks weird; the point is the exploration. I've even dedicated entire pages to exploring quotes or profound thoughts, like the powerful 'from my rotten body flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity' – it’s a form of visual journaling that goes beyond just drawing.
Think of your art journal as a playground for your imagination. It’s an art journal entry rather than an art skill practice, purely for self-discovery. You don't need a specific 'sketchbook about me page' in the traditional sense; every page becomes a reflection of you, your thoughts, and your artistic experiments. It’s here that you give yourself the freedom for 'endless interpretations,' letting your creativity flow without a narrow theme. This freedom naturally fosters a deeper understanding of your own style and preferences, which, surprisingly, often translates into significant improvements in your more polished, 'good' art.
Ultimately, the goal is to enjoy the process. This personal sketchbook is a safe haven where there’s no judgment, only growth. It’s a powerful tool to rekindle your motivation and remind you why you started creating in the first place.
Could I used your art work as a reference?