Review made a clip out in front of the EP2 camera. Today we transcend

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I never thought that the first clip of Praew would happen quietly at around 3-10pm in my own room. I never imagined that there would be a day when Praew dared to compress the clip and dared to go public. Praew started making the first camera clip yesterday. Yesterday was just a normal night, one night that Praew sat with himself and felt that if he continued to escape like this, Praew would not have started.

In truth, I want to make tiktok for a long time, especially want to plant a broker basket by myself. I want to prove that I can do it. But every time I pick up my mobile phone, my heart will dance strangely. I think so far to the top of the view. I miss the eyes of the beholder. I miss the verdict, even though the clip has not been taken yet. And finally, I delete the clip myself first.

That night, I decided that I would not think too much. I will only do one clip. I set 2 mobile cameras. The first one took the atmosphere in the room. Light the water wave light that I like the most. Turn on the disco light gently because it is a corner that I feel safe. It's like being with something that I love.

The other one is set to shoot itself along the way. Shoot when walking to catch the light. Move the corner. Try to paste again. Try to turn on, turn off the light. Hesitation, quiet voice, unconfidence. Everything is in there. I don't want it to be perfect. I just want to record the night that I chose not to run.

I took it many times. I edited it. I made a clip. The voiceover of the post hit 2 in the cold. I was very excited. But I told myself that if I deleted it again, I would definitely go back to the same place. Then I pressed it down to tiktok and told me in Lemon 8. When I woke up at about 9 o'clock in the morning, the first thing I did was pick up my mobile phone to check the view up to 200. For many people, it might seem normal. But for me, it was much bigger than I thought. And at 10.40, the top moved to 457, and then there was 1 follower. I admitted that I was looking at the number 1 for a long time. It wasn't just a number, but it was a feeling that someone chose to click to follow it. I'm really happy and very grateful.

Now, I'm still not confident. When looking at my face on the camera, there are still negative thoughts coming up. I still feel that I am fat. I still think that people will judge. The fear does not disappear at all. But the thing that changed is that I am more respectful of myself. Because if I go back and ask if I was brave in the first clip, I probably said that there is no way. But now it has happened. The first clip does not make me fall fast overnight, but it really makes me believe in myself more. And I want to gradually continue like this, gradually getting better. If anyone comes through to read here and is scared like I was afraid that I didn't have a formula for success. I just chose not to delete that clip and it became the beginning.

Please follow and encourage me. 🤍

Everyone's small encouragement really means a lot to Praew, and Praew will try to get better in every clip from now on. 🫶