Sad Substance EP - 18 Blue Li

Sad Substance EP - 18 Blue Li

Besides family, "friends."

Is another world in life.

And the world... wasn't kind to me.

I studied in all boys' schools.

As a boy near school

It kept me from getting up so early.

And it's convenient to go back and forth, too.

I was with two grandmothers.

Primary 1 - Primary 6

Worried, Grandma will come to me.

Always at lunch.

Of course, my always coming.

It made a small wound for me, too.

In Primary 1 to Primary 4, it was not seen.

Because very young

It starts in grade 5, grade 6.

Because there's a room move.

Causing friends to spread

And I have new friends.

I felt terrible at that time.

Because it's when you start adolescence.

The insult began to touch me.

To tease your father, mother, or hurt.

Started coming to me.

The embarrassment you came to hurt me.

The parody that you son of a bitch came to control.

It got harder and harder. I started running away from my friends.

I took a lunch break when I didn't come. I went to the classroom.

But I tried to get along with my friends.

Even having to buy plastic balls every day.

If not bought, must buy per friend

To play with my friends in the room.

Until I went to high school

Wheeling my father's name is getting common.

Mayhem took over.

Of course, I was one of those who touched

The hands and feet of friends very often.

Both from accidentally kicking the ball

Kick the leg instead or divide it by a plastic ball

Kick several times in the calf because losing the ball

It's still too normal for me.

But many times, the classroom is lunch.

It's not a safe place, either.

The more I tried to escape my unruly friends,

The more I find it all the time.

A quiet place like a library is still not safe.

As the bathroom next to the stadium.

To hide in the bathroom until school time.

It's much safer. It's just the worst.

And my worst day happened.

In fourth grade, my room was a room that included them.

All student criminals are with nerds.

The duplicity began to infiltrate me.

The day I realized I'd be teased by my friends,

Many eyes fixed on me like a victim.

The day the friends exceeded half the room. Ready.

Let me be a living target.

And the teacher didn't come to teach.

In the last period because of the color sports meeting

Everyone was waiting for me to get out of the room.

To go to the bathroom on the way after I opened the door.

I heard a lot of shouting and footsteps.

Out the back door, I walked out shortly.

I saw my friends running together quickly.

I tried to run from building to building.

Until I was cornered in the elementary school bathroom.

The palms, the soles, most of which are the feet.

Thumped at me countless times.

I can only hug myself next to the urine.

In five minutes, my friends will be tired.

And afraid that anyone who came to see it stopped

Leave only the black rubber footprints.

I slowly got up and took off my shirt.

Gradually wash your clothes and dry your clothes.

And hiding in the bathroom somewhere else I didn't think anyone else would find.

Until after school, go back to your room and get your school bag.

That day, my heart was not with me.

I walked home slowly.

And heard Grandma yelling at the door of the house, saying,

"Did you play basketball today? It's back so cold.

Go take a shower and eat. "

Unbelievable. Grandma's words.

More than magic.

A broken heart.

It's reassembled again.

And this day is over with a new day coming.

"Maybe... the whole world is cruel.

But only the ordinary sentences of those who love us.

Is enough to keep us standing. "

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