Stop calling

Another call from Y/N. My screen lights up, and honestly, my heart sinks a little every time now. I see 'Y/N is calling...' and all I can think is, 'Please, just stop calling.' It's not a game anymore, Y/N. This isn't some mission I can just power through with grit and determination. This is real life, real pain. People might wonder why I'd say 'it's over' so abruptly. They don't see the silent battles, the nights I spent staring at the ceiling, replaying every moment. It wasn't one big explosion; it was a slow, agonizing erosion of trust and hope. I tried to ignore it, to make excuses, to believe things would change, but the truth is, you've been dishonest, Y/N. That two-faced promise you made? It didn't just break my trust; it shattered it into a million pieces. It reopened old wounds, reminding me of all the times I put my faith in people who ultimately let me down. I've been through enough – more than enough, actually. The scars and trauma you put me through... they're not just physical, they're etched into my mind. Every time we tried to move past it, every time I accepted another call, it felt like I was reliving it all. It felt like I was constantly fighting a battle that I was never going to win, not with you. That moment, staring at the phone, seeing your name flash, I felt this overwhelming exhaustion. The thought of answering, of going through another cycle of apologies, explanations, and ultimately, disappointment, was just too much. I had to choose myself, my peace, my sanity. So, with a heavy heart, I hit 'Decline.' It was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but it was necessary. This isn't about hate, Y/N. It's about self-preservation. Some connections, no matter how intense, how deeply they once ran, become toxic. And when that happens, you have to acknowledge it and find the strength to say, 'Enough is enough.' You have to put an end to the cycle of pain. This is me finding that strength. It's truly over. No more accepting the calls, no more trying to fix what's irrevocably broken. To anyone out there facing a similar struggle, know that it's okay to prioritize your healing. It's okay to say 'stop calling' when someone continuously brings you pain, manipulates your feelings, or betrays your trust. It's not easy, but it’s a vital step towards finding your own peace and reclaiming your life. You deserve more than endless trauma and two-faced promises.