Eating the breakfast I made Oyamakumi 144
The last one
When I was little, there was an older sister who lived four or five years older in the neighborhood and often treated me to juice.
When I'm walking, writing something alone in a park, or singing a silly song I made myself in a back alley, it appears out of nowhere.
"Takashi, do you want some coke?"
The name of the drink has changed a lot, but I think my eyes were shining when I was told that it was cola.
"What, is it okay?"
I've always felt sorry for being a treat, but I can't seem to overcome the temptation of cola.
It's even more so because your sister's house comes out in bottles, not cans.
The older sister always says that she is drinking with a straw.
"Girls will hate you if your ears are dirty, right?"
I didn't want to feel weird, but I silently followed my sister's instructions.
My older sister carefully and gently cleans my ears.
Phew.
Sometimes when I breathe in my ears, it tickles and makes me laugh.
"Don't move!"
The face of the older sister reflected in the mirror is bright red for some reason.
Depending on the season, I feel like my bare thighs are sweating and I want it to end soon.
On that day, from the beginning, I felt something strange about my older sister and I didn't like it.
But I immediately calmed down because there was a nice scent coming from somewhere.
After a while, suddenly, my sister pushed something soft to the side of my face.
I sprang away from my sister and ran away with a dash.
Since then, even if I met my older sister in the city, she never called my name again.
I still don't understand why it became like that, but it must be my fault.
The world is full of compassion and kindness.
I haven 't met you yet.
子供の頃の思い出は私たちの心に強く残り、人生の価値観や対人関係の形成に大きな影響を与えます。特に、近所のお姉さんとの交流は、幼少期の優しさや信頼感、そして異性への初めての心情を学ぶ大切なきっかけになりました。 私も子どもの頃、近所のお姉さんにジュースをご馳走になった経験があります。瓶入りの飲み物は特別な感じがし、子ども心にとても嬉しかったものです。また、耳掃除の際のくすぐったさや、お姉さんの優しさに触れる時間は、安心感を与える一方で、何か特別な感情も芽生えていました。 こうした体験は、ただの思い出以上に、相手への思いやりや配慮、コミュニケーションの大切さを教えてくれます。不意にできた「不快感」や「戸惑い」もまた、成長過程で自分の感情や人との距離感を学ぶひとつのプロセスです。 今回のストーリーからは、子どもが感じる純粋な好奇心と同時に、触れ合いの中で芽生える微妙な心理の変化を感じ取ることができます。優しさに満ちた世界があると信じる一方で、その中で自分自身がどう振る舞うべきかを考え始める瞬間があるのです。 こうした経験は、私たちがこれから新しい人間関係を築く時にも生かされていきます。大切なのは、相手の気持ちを尊重し思いやりを持ちながら、 自分の感情も大切にすること。幼少期に味わった心の揺れは、そんな成熟に向かう第一歩といえるでしょう。