"i never meant to hurt you."

but i told you that it made me upset, and you kept doing it. i tried to be patient, i tried to understand, but it felt like you never listened. it was like my words didn't matter. i told you how it made me feel, but you acted like it wasn't a big deal. maybe you thought i would just get over it, that i would forget. but i didn't. i couldn't. because every time you did it again, it reminded me that my feelings weren't important to you. i kept hoping you would see how much it hurt me, but you never did. or maybe you did. you just didn't care enough to stop. and that hurt even more. because it wasn't just once. it wasn't just a mistake. it kept happening, over and over, like my pain was invisible to you. like my words were just background noise. i told myself that maybe you didn't realize what you were doing, that maybe if i just explained it better, you would finally understand. but deep down, i knew. i knew that if you really wanted to change, you would have. if you really cared, you would have stopped. but you didn't. and that's when i knew. it was never about me asking too much. it was about you never being willing to change💕🪷