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I can't do this shit anymore. I got yelled at for dying my hair (I was told I can.) then called a slvt because my mom saw my brother MY BROTHER (gege) text me. I have his contact name as gege but I don't call him that and my mom yelled at me because MY own brother said that he loved me. my mom is getting more and more fucking scary. for fucks sake I get in trouble for eating but like 4 minutes later my mom comes in and I barely ate anything and she said that my food had gone cold and I need to hurry the fuck up (also that I'm a bitch) for fucks sake I have to hide who I am, I can't have friends, I can't loose weight, I'm not allowed to hang out with my friends (even if I did have any.) I'm not allowed to let my own BROTHER. BROTHER by the way text me "I love you sky". for fucks sake I can't have someone who loves me UNLIKE you. *cough* mother. *cough* oh yh, btw my sister committed. the one who would take me to go out when my mom didn't let me. I already miss her and with Annie trying to do it too on top of that it makes me even more scared that my three. THREE friends are going to leave me. I can't loose another person I love. I'm also home alone for three days so I can do 🦄. (drvgs.) since my dad has it and I know exactly where it is or get drunk and kms so it's not as painful.