AC chemo side effect

My hair started falling out 2 weeks after my first chemo. Woke up feeling my scalp inflamed and seeing hair all over my pillows and bed. Hair loss is something I already expected but seeing chunks of hair everywhere it is still daunting. I’m losing Not only my hair on my head but even lashes, eyebrows and those hair down there 🫣😅

So now I’m nagging the husband that I wanted to go to the salon for a haircut. He doesn’t want me to go alone ( which I’m actually fine )and wants to accompany me, so I’m waiting until he’s free from work. I’m going bald this time because gurl, keeping up and cleaning all those falling hair is just an arduous task

It’s been an emotional journey but my spirits are still high 💪🏻💪🏻Im losing my security blanket, memory, part of my identity but I will be filling my cup of courage, motivation and faith until I reach that finish line of HEALING. 🩷🩷