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I don't like it anymore

Mental breakdown

Charging while watching hiphop DVDs featuring various artists from ๐Ÿ“€ 2000s. I also eat my favorite ramie chocolate ๐Ÿซ.

I was betrayed with this (third person)

I'm already tired. How long do I have to be hurt?

last year, i thought i finally found someone to get along with.

Then suddenly I was unfollowed on Instagram and blocked on LINE. So he contacted me again

i called you because i'm feeling better.

It's decided.

So, if I get sick again, it will definitely disappear.

Is it called indecision?

What do you want to do?

what you're saying, what you're doing, it changes.

It is also conveniently used

Enough already. I thought, "Isn't it the same as doing that woman?."

How long do I have to be bothered by relationships?

when you say this, you lose faith in people.

Is it fun to suffer?

i've been mentally stable for the past few days.

I went back to being unstable. To be happy quickly

I want to be free from suffering. To be happy already

I guess I have no choice but to think about it. For that reason

I have to do my best.

# hiphop# 2000s

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