"If only." I once thought I knew you, if I could keep you. ...but I lost. Now if only I knew. I stay away never coming closer I don't belong, nothing fits, may never will. Your beauty becomes so great but I am not. If only you knew. I suppose its best we never thought. Now

such is life.

Under covers.

"If only." I once thought I knew you, if I could keep you. ...but I lost. Now if only I knew. I stay away never coming closer I don't belong, nothing fits, may never will. Your beauty becomes so great but I am not. If only you knew. I suppose its best we never thought. Now

Work life.

"Denighed but missed". In many ways I am not missed but a thoght. As I feel so in-between. I don't miss my home; I searched for one. Name and knowledge was never love. I grew up knowing hate was rejecting. My loves let go. Family meany blood. Knowledge a luxury. Faith agoldren