Truth about Depression
Sometimes it's hard to come to terms on how I just stopped loving myself and how I just stopped taking care of my health. I wasn't insecure , I played a lot of sports and I was overall happier. I'm trying to go back to me. Where I'm secure and to start taking care of my health. Stress, depression can change how you treat your body. My journey is not only a weight loss journey. It's about confidence, self love, getting back into shape. At times I feel defeated and I just want to watch TV. I end up feeling emotionally exhausted. I have been in this vicious cycle of domestic abuse. By my father, my first child's father, emotionally abused by my second child's father and by my teenage son. So I have felt worthless and that's a terrible place to be. Even though I lost my confidence and self love. I still achieved great things. I got away, I got my degree, I'm an independent woman. Now I need to start loving myself, telling myself I'm worth it and taking care of my body as it is my temple. There are days that I don't make it to the gym but I keep myself consistent and do small changes and form healthier habits. I'm trying to stay positive and I hope that my life will finally turn around. I will make my life turn around. I will be fighting my insecurities and loving my self and build my confidence.



























































































