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When I Opened My Eyes

when i opened my eyes, i couldn’t believe i had been blind for so long

people and ideologies i aimlessly followed because i thought they were right

their judging eyes and hateful words kept me in my all too familiar glass closet

many of my nights were consumed with choking sobs and tear stained cheeks while shouting angry prayers that cursed God for making me this way

i was told they offered community, but i never felt so outcasted and alone

i could never be good enough for them, so why would i admit that i was the thing they hated

why would i risk being pushed away just because they didn’t agree with how i loved

i hid, denied, and pushed away the feelings that i thought condemned my soul just so i could fit their mold

why did i think that hating myself would get me accepted?

#embracevulnerability #unfiltered #Lemon8Diary #religioustrauma #deconstruction #gaycreator #gaygirl #poetsoflemon8 #poetrycommunity

2024/10/29 Edited to

In today's society, many individuals face significant hurdles in their quest for self-acceptance, particularly in communities where traditional values often clash with personal truths. It's crucial to understand that embracing one's identity—especially in the LGBTQ+ community—means distancing oneself from repressive ideologies and harmful judgments. Moreover, acknowledging the emotional toll that comes from living inauthentically can't be overstated. Stories of rejection and struggle often resonate deeply with those who have experienced similar paths. As more people share their journeys, like mine, the conversation around religious trauma and its impact on personal identity grows louder. Finding support through communities that celebrate love and authenticity, rather than condemn it, fosters healing. It's essential to create a space where vulnerability is welcomed, and voices can be unfiltered. By fostering open dialogues about deconstruction—challenging traditional beliefs that no longer serve us—we can pave the way for collective growth and acceptance. For anyone still trapped in their glass closet, know that there is strength in embracing who you truly are. Join the #Lemon8Diary movement and connect with others who understand the weight of these experiences, pushing towards a future of love, acceptance, and community.

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