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The philosophical novel "Lost."..EP3 doesn't come back.

I still remember the day I tried calling him again.

It was an ordinary quiet day.

Nothing special.

I just thought,

I haven't talked for a long time.

I pressed the call

The signal is not loud at times.

And then cut.

Screen up a short word.

I tried again.

The same.

I stopped looking at the screen.

Before pressing into his profile picture.

It's gone.

No pictures.

No status.

Nothing.

There's only free space left.

-

At first I thought it was just me.

I tried borrowing my mother's phone.

Mom handed me the phone.

And asked

"Is this the one?"

I nodded

Mother pressed to call

This time, there wasn't even a signal.

Mom frowned a little.

"That's weird. It's like he's blocking mom."

I'm not answering.

-

I tried to borrow my grandmother's phone.

The result is the same.

-

It was then that I began to understand something.

He didn't just disappear.

He chose to disappear.

From me

And from everyone.

-

I sat there for a long time.

The phone is still in hand.

The screen is still empty.

Like that day.

The day I didn't get up to open the door,

-

I don't know how long it took him.

Before deciding to press the blog

Don't know if he hesitated.

Or he pressed it

With the same silence he walked away.

That morning,

-

I only know

This time

There's no door.

Let me open it again.

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