eveyone in my immediate family is gone
these two women my mother and grandmother raised me and I was so lucky to have my grandmother help raise my kids the things these women taught me I'll never forget good and bad I'm sitting here realizing that I'm literally the only one left all 3 of my grandmother kids are gone and I just recently said goodbye to the one I'm named after how am I suppose to continue to rise my kids alone and I asked this question all the time why me I had to bury everyone over the past 7 years no support just dysfunction lies and just straight disrespect from everyone who I called a cousin or aunt I complete x-out all of my grandmother's remaining family from life except for 1 person... I have my days but it a lot when my mom die I took on her role by that I mean I had to become everyone's parent I'm tired I'm taking care of everyone but yet no is here when I need everyone just left me .. idk I had to get this out no one else I talk to seems to understand how I'm feeling but I can say this I strongly believe I'm crashing and idk what to do..#venting
Experiencing the profound loss of close family members can be overwhelming, and many individuals find themselves grappling with feelings of loneliness and despair. It is crucial to understand that grieving is a personal journey, often marked by a complex amalgamation of emotions such as sadness, anger, and confusion. During such trying times, seeking support from friends, support groups, or mental health professionals can be incredibly beneficial. Connecting with others who have faced similar losses can also provide comfort and reassurance, reminding you that you are not alone in your struggles. Many find solace in journaling, where they can express their thoughts and feelings freely without judgment, helping to process their grief. Additionally, setting small, manageable goals for yourself and allowing for moments of self-care can serve as an essential strategy in overcoming emotional fatigue. Remember that it's okay to ask for help and to lean on those who care about you. Building new traditions or engaging in activities that honor the memory of lost loved ones can also bring a sense of purpose and meaning back into your life, providing a stepping stone towards healing. As you navigate this difficult period, remember that your feelings are valid, and there is a pathway to rediscovering joy in life despite the shadows of loss.
