Breakups..
Some days I feel like I’m doing ok and some days are so hard! I saw my ex for the first time in over a month. he still had my paddle board and i finally got him to meet me to give it to me. I kept my cool and didn’t cry when i saw him but when we hugged goodbye he started crying but we’re still not talking since then. I found out the other day he sold all his stuff and moved out of his apartment… I hate not knowing what going on! I’m trying to move on, I’ve been on a couple of dates but I’m just not mentally ready for that yet. I miss him so much but he acts like it’s so easy to move on :( so why act like that when he saw me just for us to go back to being strangers again! Why do break ups have to sucks so bad! My best friends are trying to help me through this but I get tired of talking about it with them sometimes ya know… just had to vent here for a min :(
he will miss me one day..




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