My body changed drastically during pregnancy

Before I got pregnant I was blonde I had muscle but not to much, I loved myself and I always thought I was that b*tch.

During I still loved myself because I was growing a human my own human someone that I would love for the rest of my days….

Then the stretch marks came more on my stomach and my outer thighs, I thought they would go away if I used all the lotions and oils but they didn’t.

After, I’m 2months pp I struggle with crop tops bc of the stretch marks on my stomach around my belly button, I have no ab muscles at all, like it’s a struggle to even sit up on my own. I even struggle with tank tops bc my arms have grown a lot and even my double chin is not the same.

I’m not bashing myself I’m just talking about my experience about things I can’t get off my chest to my own people and I’m not blaming my son in anyway it’s just a human thing that happens!

I’m constantly trying to remind myself that it’s only been 2 months and body’s don’t go back to “normal” till the two year mark and I’m still changing everyday.

I was a chubby kid growing up I got bullied bc I didn’t have abs like the other girls in my class. But I started working out gaining muscle and getting the toned body I always wanted and now it’s all gone everything I worked for is gone. And it’s just hard to accept that it’s gonna take a while for it to come back and for me to feel normal in my skin.