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I should let go. I should say goodbye.  That's what they tell me. But when I ask how, I only get silence.  I never get a reply. They say God is goodness and mercy.  If that's true, please tell me why I feel like He's the one that hurt me? Please tell me why, why was my baby boy taken

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8 MONTHS I can't believe it's been 8 months since I've seen you walk up the stairs.  God, I miss you so much. There's nothing that compares. 8 months since I've seen your smile.  I'd give anything to see that again, even for just a little while. 8 months since I&

#dearmom #lemon8contest #momdiary Memories of my youngest son and I are all I have left of him! My favorite is one weekend when he and I went camping and we walked over to another island. Although I'd been going to this campground since I was 7, I had never been to the end of that oth

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THEY SAY The day you left us without even a  goodbye, I felt something leave my body. I felt something deep inside of me die. People say things will get better and that time heals all.  I'm living proof that's not true because night after night, it's still your name that my hear

THE SAME WAY I didn't wanna rent your apartment out!  I want it to always be your place.  Sometimes, I still think you're gonna come home. So, you know, I want it to stay the same way, just in case. Everyone keeps reminding me that you're never coming back. My head knows that God&#

I knew when the doctor put you in my arms that you were Heaven sent.  But now, lm so fucking mad, because none of this makes any sense! I've always heard that God's big book tells when you'll come into this world and even when & how you will leave. I never once imagined that you

I cut my wrist today, but not because I wanted to die.  Of course, people won't ask, they'll just assume that's why. I needed to know that I can still feel something, other than the pain I feel inside.  I watched it for a while until finally the bleeding started to subside. For so lo

WALKING THROUGH HELL I cried all day again today.  I keep thinking about all of the things that I didn't get to say.  So many things just rambling around in my head.  I have so much regret for not saying the things that I should've said.  I think about the time we had together, the g