Poor Lilly is very concerning to me has not ate or drank since wed. Hides under my bed until I get home Will not leave my side I’m gone at work another 13 hours tomorrow And feel horrible she has to be alone. Wish I could bring my Poor girl to the bills game. I have a feeling she will not

Is currently helping me more than he realizes more than he knows. I couldn’t navigate through life right now if I was at home without a vehicle if I couldn’t vent if I was ready to have a breakdown, I text him and just spent which makes me feel so much better. The loss of my baby girl so suddenly h

Thoughtfulness and understanding and helping me navigate through all this when my head is in 1 million different directions all the time my headaches are extreme recently. This stress is unbearable. I wanna cry 24 seven but have a job to do so I need to remain professional, but I’m putting it out i

Issues with my jeep that have not been fixed or cannot get addressed and find out what the issue is because our scanners cannot scan my vehicle the death of my poor blossom suddenly letting me use a car which is I am so thankful and grateful beyond words, I probably would have a nervous breakdown a

Has helped me through a lot of stress, discomfort, anger, issues that I really need to see a psychologist since I fell and got my concussion. My whole brain process gets seriously overwhelmed. My anxiety is like to the extreme peak, and sometimes my emotions are out of control with sadness or stres

A lot of people go to work for the paycheque which I say I think everybody does cause they have to pay bills and most people don’t like Management me included. I stay away from them as much as possible. I just wanna do my job and I wanna go home regardless of job it is I don’t want to be around Man

My sweet beautiful girl. I will miss your luv and your beautiful greetings at the door when I get home your sister will be devastated your not around. I luv you miss blossom

My poor blossom is dying.

Get better quick blossom. My poor timid beauty I hate to see her hiding away from me Praying for a quick recovery tonight. Luv ya girl

Oh my God what a long fricking day 130 at the hospital just almost on my way home like I should be home by 8 o’clock. That was the longest day in those voyage go Drivers were horrible. I think I got whiplash.

Looks like Jimmy might have his cancer back His neck his swollen again

Uggggg so tired Still have to unload and drive back.

Then unload and drive back uggggggg

I tried to drive my jeep around the block only for the damn engine lite to come on and park it back in the yard After searching reasons it’s either the o2 sensor or spark plugs. I really cannot take this stress Seriously this is an extremely stressful situation I need to have a vehicle to m

And do I even trust my jeep to drive all the way to Ottawa and back like what if I get halfway there and then my car overheats then I’m stuck with all Meaghan stuff in my car with no way to get it to Ottawa and order no way to get myself home like why can life not just be easy for me for just a lit

I was so good for a while not having anxiety about going to work and now all of a sudden today I have like huge anxiety again I’m like stressed. I have chest pains. I have a headache. My lower back is killing me. My neck hurts. I have the shakes like I don’t know why but all of a sudden I feel like

Why does life have to suck so much? My car still isn’t ready. I have to move my daughter on pack on Wednesday night and leave on Thursday morning. I don’t have a vehicle. I have no money to rent a vehicle and I have no one to borrow a vehicle. what the fuck am I going to do besides at some point be

Rest in peace cuz.