It looks normal, but...
I also have a mental disorder.
the diagnosis is depression, obsessive compulsive, grade two.
Until last year, I lived with my mother for two or three years
my mother went out shopping alone
From the last shopping of the day
after two weeks, i couldn't get up
Bedridden and eating on a futon full of garbage
The toilet...
It seems that he had mottled dementia
Irregular and interactive hallucinations...
Long conversations with someone in your head in the middle of the night
It seems like we got into a fight, so late at night
I once shouted, "Shut up! Shut up!
I don't know what to do...
I blocked my ears and said, "Stop it, stop it!
even i started crying.
i didn't hear anything from my neighbors.
It was really the only salvation.
at the end of the day, i called my daughter
When asked, "Who am I?
I don't know who you are, but I called you.
Someone's wife...?] It doesn't make sense, seriously...
I disappeared without my parents knowing my existence...
Since when? I don't know... As expected, it fell
I broke down crying for a while
And a few minutes later, my daughter
Start calling me Mom.
i continued to treat my mother's nastiness while being sick
Where did I disappear to 🥲
My mental is full of cracks and I'm on the verge of palin...
In the news, I often talk about parents who are tired of nursing...
There was a time when I was listening and I almost understood how you felt
but i wasn't a complete caregiver.
I just started to understand how you feel
I don't feel like moving into action...
changing your own future for the worse
Because I knew...
Just don't do that. Absolutely...
And as a result of worrying, consult the public health nurse of the government office
I'm already at my mental limit
I couldn't stand my mother's nastiness, so I kept pulling my arms
Talk about the past that was cut
It's really not good, but I'm having interactive hallucinations in the middle of the night.
i filmed my mother secretly and showed her the footage
it's completely different from what i imagined from the story.
An urgent visit with a local caregiver...
Can I call an ambulance when visiting...?
Hospitalization confirmed... The hospital was also transported twice
and i wanted to go to a psychiatrist
I found only one place that is good without reservation
As expected, depression judgment caused by mother...
is no longer a habitable home
It's no wonder tracking could catch fire at any time.
I lived in such a garbage house
Which can be eaten in the refrigerator or food storage case
If you dig at a level you don't understand, the date
Even ingredients from more than 10 years ago, such as 2005
Don't throw it away...
Dry food that I don't know because the deadline has been cut
To my mother who was cooking and eating without hesitation
I was forced to eat the same thing and always gave it down...
It should end with just taking a help mark
It's been a long time since we started talking.
It's halfway, but it ends here 🤣
The help mark is surprisingly important.
This year, we are unable to respond to changes in the environment.
It was also affected by the heat and became an ambulance three times 😂
It was a story that
Thank you very much 🍀
The mascot is my work.
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私も精神障害を抱えながら、母親の認知症介護に向き合った経験があります。まだら認知症の母は、突然の幻聴や意味不明な言動で家族に大きな負担をかけました。介護疲れから深刻なメンタル不調に陥ることもあり、自分だけで抱え込むことの危険性を身をもって感じました。 特に、夜中に母が誰かと長時間話しているように叫ぶ場面では、私は耳を塞ぎながら涙が止まらず、どう対処してよいか分からず途方に暮れました。そんな時、自治体の保健師に相談し、実際に幻聴の様子を動画で見せることで介護支援を受けられました。この支援がなければ、私たち家族の状況は更に厳しくなっていたはずです。 また、家がゴミ屋敷状態で安全面でも問題があり、今後の生活環境の整備が急務だと痛感しました。母が期限切れの食材を使っていたのに、自分も同じものを食べて体調を崩した経験は、介護者としての苦労を象徴しています。 ヘルプマークの存在は、介護や障害を持つ者が緊急時に周囲へ支援を求めやすくなる重要なツールです。私もヘルプマークを身につけることで、万が一のトラブルに備えられる安心感が増しました。 介護と精神障害の二重苦に直面しても、周囲の助けや地域の介護サービスを活用することが何よりも大切と実感しています。介護疲れで自分を追い詰めないよう、適切な専門機関に早めに相談することを強くおすすめします。 この体験が、同じように精神的・身体的に負担を感じている方々の参考にな れば嬉しいです。介護は孤独な闘いではなく、助けを求められる社会の仕組みと繋がっていくことが、家族の笑顔を守る秘訣だと信じています。
