just living & romanticising life ✨

Taking time for oneself during a transitional phase, often referred to here as "funemployment," can be a profoundly enriching experience. Beyond just a pause from traditional employment, it's an opportunity to realign priorities and focus on personal well-being. During this period, I found solace in simple yet meaningful activities—facing driving anxiety, which many can relate to as a barrier to independence and confidence, became a goal I consciously worked towards. The process wasn’t easy, but small wins like this significantly boosted my self-esteem. Cooking more at home helped me reconnect with nourishing my body and soul, shifting away from convenience to mindful nourishment. Starting a tiny indoor garden, even if only a resilient cactus survived, was symbolic of nurturing growth in unfamiliar territory, showing how patience and care are essential no matter the outcome. Physical fitness took a front seat as I became a weekly runner—something I never thought possible before. Maintaining this routine instilled discipline and improved my mental clarity. Social connections remained important; being a bridesmaid for a longtime friend's wedding reinforced the value of deep relationships during times of change. These supportive ties provide emotional grounding and joyful celebrations amidst uncertainty. Most notably, applying for over 100 jobs in three months required humility and resilience, a process many face when searching for new opportunities. Keeping motivated during lengthy waits for responses from companies like Randstad and Jobstreet is challenging yet essential. Embracing the uncertainty with grace and patience transforms the job hunt from a stressor into a journey of growth. This chapter of rest, self-care, and perseverance has prepared me for the next exciting phase in New Zealand. For those navigating similar in-between times, embracing the calm can be a powerful foundation for your next adventure.