are there normal people left in the world?

I watch a lot of movies and tv. I enjoy getting lost in them and bingeing the shit out of em.

smh. I generally don't respond. I for sure don't respond to baby or hello handsome. I do this out of boredom and so I don't die of sadness. my current life is good. but I suffered losses so great in recent years I don't know if I can recover.

there's days that I really really love life. and there's days that I'm a part of it. then there's today. when pain of loss is too great. when being treated like shit for too long and not being able to stop it, has taken its toll. when it's just me God and tv. that's today. b