🍋I was in my 40s +.🍋

I, in my 40s +, didn't wake up with perfection.

But wake up with more understanding of life than ever.

This age is not the age when everything has to be fast, exact, or unique.

But it's age that already knows "what should be kept" and "what should be put down."

I've been through days crying because of trying to be the way others expect.

Ever hurt by words, from relationships, from failures.

And used to blame himself, "Not good enough, not good enough."

But at 40 +

I started learning that...

Imperfection does not mean failure.

It's literally a trace of living.

I choose to listen more to myself.

Choose to use energy with sincere people.

Choose a break without feeling guilty.

And choose to walk away from what is impairing, despite how important it used to be.

This age may not be the most physical age.

But at a stronger age,

Know to forgive yourself

Know, accept the past

And not afraid to start over, even slower than anyone.

I, in my 40s +, didn't want to prove anything to the world.

Just want to have a calm life.

Have a real smile

And happy in a way that doesn't have to be explained to anyone.

Because in the end

Life doesn't count from age.

But from the day we came back as ourselves,

And dare to say to the heart that

"I'm proud of the past day and ready to take care of myself from now on."

# Before losing money to Lemon8