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most of yall are fucking crazy because what do you mean i have to turn off all my comments so i dont get called racist shit, "kys" "attention seeker" "ts NOT tuff" "want a cookie?" or that my parents should take away my phone and go through it. i know im not mature for my age but that doesn't make me bad. i like being myself online because i cant outside of my phone, i will get bullied by everyone i see and know, i already do by how fucking ugly i am. no, im not attention seeking. i am actually suicidal and i dont want to grow up and act my actual age. i dont care because at least im being myself and opening up to at least the little bit of people that care because i cant to anyone i know. i met them online and all my rl friends left me. i only have my bf but im scared to act like myself around him or even act girly. i hate it and yall actually seem like its so funny to make fun of someone so suicidal, sure it can be fun sometimes to the right people but people that are struggling in a lot of ways, way too far. and if i try telling them I tried to kms because of that they start truma comparing and then other ppl come after me. whats so bad about venting ? it's crazy how this generation is so fucking rude. I really hope it makes you feel better but it doesn't make me feel any less bad about everything I do. if your planing to hate me because you saw one of my comments and see this, dont. do you know how close I am to Almost kms. yeah, very close and you don't Magically make it better. Im trying to cover it up but I can't. because they keep commenting and liking so I can get more and more suicidal and hate. I REALLY hope it makes you feel better! <3 btw, thanks for the "๐ซฉ๐ฅโ๐ฅน" shit! and I get really excited to see the comment button have at least ONE comment but I cant any more. lemon8 was my last hope.
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