IVE LOST CONTROL
POEM/SONG PT 40
I wanna get high, it makes me feel most alive, love it so much, i know i cant lie, wanna take vacation away, cause i cant stay away from all my highs, its been 6 days, its the only thing i crave, but i don’t wanna misbehave, i know what its like to break yourself apart, and set yourself right back to the start, don’t wanna fall apart once again, we at a good streak, lets keep going up like snapchat streaks, was at 1000 until she decided to leave, so I decided to grieve, now i’m a thief in the night looking for some new drugs that i ain’t try, sometimes i wanna die, I can never rise, I’m stuck feeling like i wanna cry, unless i get high, but i know, thats a no, don’t wanna be so lonely in my room, wanna be on the road with my friends, but don’t have friends, so i guess this’ll never end, wish i had some help, besides all these drugs, need a problem solver right now, boutta relapse, and set my self back to the past, whatever lets make this night last until i crash, then i wake up, so fucked up, realizing what I’ve done, i don’t want know no one, I’m so ashamed, please let out of this pain, i remember when i loved dancing in the rain, now its lame, i just need something i can tame, maybe myself cause I’m outta control, don’t know where ill go.
In today's fast-paced world, many individuals face struggles similar to those expressed in this poem. Emotional turbulence and the craving for escapism can often lead to unhealthy coping mechanisms, as reflected in the verses. Understanding and addressing these feelings is crucial for maintaining mental health. Support networks, therapy, and engaging in creative outlets like poetry can help individuals process their emotions effectively. Poetry often serves as a therapeutic tool, providing a voice to the unexpressed struggles and promoting healing through self-expression. Engaging in community activities or finding hobbies can foster connections with others and combat feelings of loneliness. Remember, reaching out for help is a sign of strength, and finding healthier alternatives to cope with life's challenges is key to sustaining emotional well-being. Embrace change and allow your voice to be heard.
