Happy 30th birthday to me 🎉💗 #transition #beforeandafter #birthdaygirl #30thbirthday

Here’s to chapter 30 ✨🎉❤️ #beforeandafter #transition #birthdaygirl #30thbirthday

Happy 30th birthday to me 🎉💗 #transition #beforeandafter #birthdaygirl #30thbirthday

It’s pretty bad when all the trauma can’t fit into 10 minutes. Happy early birthday to me.. 😔 Wish you were here mommy. #grief #trauma #traumatok #chronicillness #candysalad

Had a freeze last night, put in a little heater and it kept my plants warm and happy 🥰 #greenhouse #gardening #greenthumb #griefandgardening

I officially have 36 habaneros growing and more little baby bell peppers growing than I can count 🥰🫑🌶️ #greenhouse #gardening #griefandgardening

Smoky beef bacon and cheddar sourdough 🤭❤️ #sourdough #homemade #sourdoughtok

6 year anniversary, this man has loved me at every size. 20 inches were taken off the wedding dress to fit me. I was around 440 pounds when I married him. So special to be in the same gazebo I said my vows in, 6 years later. ❤️ #wedding #weddingdress #weddingday #beforeandafter #

My escape ❤️ #greenhouse #gardening #grief #griefjourney

Mozzarella, basil stuffed focaccia 😋 #baking #breadtok #foccacia #homemade

If you haven’t heard the gospel, the good news, try Jesus. Come as you are. I’m no better than anyone else, I just accept that I’m an imperfect person, and needs Gods grace and forgiveness everyday to be better. Through all my trials that I’ve endured, it’s all shown me just how good God truly is.

It’s so rewarding to see the things I planted grow into something I can feed my family. But man.. I wish I had my mommy to show this too. I know she’d be so proud. It’s a bittersweet feeling. Like I almost feel guilty for being slightly happy. I don’t know, I just know I miss you mommy. #grief

Wish you could see what I’ve done Mom. I think you’d love it. #grief #griefjourney #grieftok #missyoumom #greenhouse

Just not doing well. Love you all. #grievingdaughter #griefjourney #mentalhealth #griefandloss #update

This just doesn’t seem real. I miss you Mommy. I’ll see you when I see you. I hope you like it. 💜 #grief #griefjourney #grievingdaughter #griefandloss #grieftok

I just wish you were here mommy. #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #greenhouse #greenthumb

Another midlife crisis transformation.. added some teal 💙💚 #hairtok #hairtransformation #midlifecrisis #grief #griefjourney

Midlife crisis coming at ya 💗 #hairtransformation #grief #hairtok #griefjourney #hairdye

I hope you’re proud mommy. I love and miss you everyday. #grief #greenhouse #griefjourney #beginnergardener #garden

I swear that’s me in the first picture 😅🙈 #beforeandafter #weightloss #majorweightloss #transformation #capcut