I knew moving would be hard… I just didn’t realize how. Back home, Luna was everywhere. Not physically… but in the way every place held a piece of her. The little things. The routines. The spots that meant nothing to anyone else… but everything to us. Here… it’s quiet in a different way.

She waited so long to hold him… and when she did, it hit her. She loves him so much, but she misses her sister just as much who she can no longer physically hold. Both grief and love at the same time. #grief #lifeafterloss #siblings

We tried something different with the egg hunt for them this year now that they are getting older. It was definitely a hit 🎉… they loved it. It’s also something we can adjust as they get older. Live to see them laugh and have fun! #easter #egghunt #lifeafterloss #siblings

After 64 long days… he is home 🥹 no more wires, no more tubes, no more oxygen… no more leaving him behind in a hospital everyday. We are sooo grateful for his entire team… from drs to nurses to lactation, PT/OT/speech, dietitian, social workers every single one of them helped him make it here…. We

Keep pumping mama… one day… one ounce at a time… 💜 #nicumom #pumping #pumpandpour #preemie #lifeafterloss

#strollers #carseats #nicumom #babygear #justamom

Has anyone else experienced their hunger being completely out of control while breastfeeding? Because that’s where I’m at right now. And before anyone says ‘drink more water’…I promise I do. I’m always thirsty so I’m constantly drinking it. This isn’t about how I look. I just don’t want to lose mys

I’m having an itch to give myself some bangs again… maybe I’m a little unstable BUT bangs might just fix it! At least temporarily 🤔🥴😅 #haircut #bangs #diyhaircut #humor

Our 29 weeker turned 34 weeks today! @battle_dispatch_dreams 🥹 #preemie #NICU #nicujourney

I don’t know who told him to go that hard, but the milk lady was just doing her job. Sir. Pace yourself. Cute zippered romper with accessible openings for wires/tubes gifted to us by @Luxie Charm thank you! #nicu #nicubaby #preemiebaby #nicumom #milkdrunk

There’s so much focus on a mom’s first hold. But watching him hold his son for the first time hit me in a different way. He’s been here every day, loving that baby in a quiet, steady way. When he finally had him in his arms, you could see it all over his face. The love. The weight of these weeks. T

This sound was too cute not to use 🥹 #rugrats #preemie #NICU #29weeker

#postpartum #lifeafterloss #preemie #nicumom

Baby’s First Valentine’s Day… 🥹 @battle_dispatch_dreams #29weeker #nicubaby #lifeafterloss

NICU Day 17….. the NICU is one step forward, two steps back. You don’t really understand that until you live it. He’s been pretty stable since birth. I’ve learned his rhythms. The sounds of the room. The “normal” beeps. I almost let myself breathe. Today was different. The alarms felt lou

Welcome to the world, baby boy. ✨1|26|26✨ Your beginning looks different than I imagined, but you are here, and you are so loved. I know Luna & Sol sent you to us. And I know they are still guiding the way. @battle_dispatch_dreams #29weeker #NICUmom #preemiejourney #preemiestr

#onthisday

NICU Day 10… Visiting baby requires a full surgical-level scrub every time. It’s washing in, sanitizing, and repeating it all day long just for the chance to hold them or lay a hand on them. My hands are paying the price, but my heart doesn’t care. When your baby is in the NICU, you learn quickly t

Thank you to those who have continue to be here 💜 thank you for showing us love. #coralfully #thankful

Hospital Day 3…. Baby still cooking 💜 #28weeks #hospital #pregnacyafterloss #highriskpregnancy #bedrest