Have everyone ever had a heartfelt experience in life?

Hello, we just want to be free, not read, just want to clear ourselves up a little bit.

The story is that we went into a school that is a rural school. The school is so small that grade 3 has only 10 people (including us).

At first, it was very funny, because it was a society that, if you can't imagine, imagine that there are only people in there, because the society is just that, so everyone has to be like that. To be honest, a tit like this can't adapt, but always try to adjust until we have to date a group of friends (maybe not telling well, because now still very sad and do not want to count as friends).

Well, enough. It was great. It was fun. New perspective.

But in the meantime, I know that real friends have each other, who are the least valued, but who comfort themselves, who are always very upset, but keep in mind.

Always being like a babe, knowing but that's stupid, always trying to fool myself that friends are like this, always care, pay a lot of attention to him (because expecting that someday he will treat us better). Used to say no Oh, ask if friends care or not, this is patient all the way to the end. To be honest, I think I am very calm that is an emotional field, but always give up everything, really sometimes have to keep crying at home.

When the end came, it was clearer, but then moved to a new place, came to the same place again, grade 4, more friends, but still not close to anyone, still being said very hard, even in front of a new friend, being cursed, being humiliated, but this was always allowed, so patience with self-cowardice until the day before, being humiliated again, really unbearable, the garden went short, not rough, and that's it. Blow down. But at that time I didn't want to have a problem, so I didn't continue to ask the old friends 💀, and then I tried to do nothing, I honestly said what I didn't know, but this was still deflected until I didn't follow him. Feel argued with the ego, higher than imp + being cursed, but this didn't come back at all, I tried to explain. But that's it. I got a lot of insults over and over again. I don't want to argue like arguing with anything, don't listen to anything. I will win only. This is the end. It's wrong here, the original group. The summary is not over. Say hello to the new room group to say sorry. What? And another old friend, personally greeted me, said that this is not a problem with a long gratitude. What? And this is not good for all friends? And this place is not important? But that's it. I was so sad that I was wrong. I cried for hours (easily sorry, like, well, am I not good for you?) Finally, I have to apologize to the person who curses, like, pathetic myself, but that's it.

Until this, after a while, when thinking of yourself, you really respect yourself, but you really respect yourself for not being nervous to death when you are with them, you end up blocking all of them, sitting and reviewing your stupidity for a year, and encouraging yourself to start again. Find a new friend, not a lot, but just someone who understands where to go.

Finally, I still regret not cursing them that the dog life went (P.S. Pressed out the group before because at that time I was crying so much. Sorry, so I didn't have a chance to get the cap + chase, delete, chase every block).

I'm so bad. Go talk to me.

Add more. A lot of typos, but not fixed. Tired.