Personal experience update!💉🩸🩹🤦🏻🏳️‍⚧️

Hey everyone!. So let me just, explain my day. So

just know before, I had to leave. Of course to, feel somewhat affirmed. I’m still binding with 3, bras

that the cups, can easily be removed. I was wearing them, backwards which somewhat helped, make a decent illusion. I’m also wearing a, care bear hoodie with, the matching sweat pants. But don’t worry about, me I’m trying my, best to bind safely. With 2 hour breaks, in between binding for, about 4 hours each, time I want to do, so in a safe, manner. So to top my, morning off I had, an appointment to get,

my 7 year ingrown, toenail removed however in,

the moment I winded, up being misgendered and, deadnamed so that was, so much fun hehe😃👍🏻!. Just kidding I hated, it so badly inside, I wanted to physically, go hide in a hole, and cry it out😭🤦🏻🏳️‍⚧️.

So upon the numbing, injection process I was, trying to act like, the macho guy energy, with enough balls to, toughen it out all the, way through the process. However I physically still, ended up slightly tearing, up during the whole, thing while in my, mind I was hoping, no one could see, through my weak and, fragile masculinity show past, I was feeling so helpless, like as if my, identify doesn’t matter if,

during painful procedures such, as the one for my,

Ingrown toenail removal I, teared up as if, I’m still a

girl🤦🏻🏳️‍⚧️🥲👍🏻… either way I tried, to pretend like it, was nothing however my, entire body couldn’t take, such a strong pain, threshold such as a, numbing needle injection to, the affected area of, my right big toe. What made me feel bad, the most was the, fact that my mess, ended up on the floor🤦🏻. Thanks for listening to, my Ted talk of, the day so far👍🏻. #Lemon8Diary #shareyourthoughts #genderdysphoria #transguyproblems