Day Who Even Knows: Growth

Despite the challenges, the difficulties, and the triggerings I’m grateful. Blessed beyond measure and divinely protected. God has been blessing me with the opportunities to see and show my growth. Moments that would’ve broken me before have now shown me my strengths or given me the opportunities to show up in the ways I have wanted.

I’m not scared of my future because I have decided to change my beliefs.

The big project I was hired on has been delayed due to an outside party, but I know it is God’s protection. Now the project is about to be 10x better!

I’ve been taking more initiative to show up professionally on my own as my independent self outside of the visual company I’m a part of.

God presented me with an opportunity to become more independent financially and physically. Before I would’ve seen it as things being stripped away from me and feeling abandoned by those I love I see it as God creating opportunities for my own independence to show up and for God to bless me in new direct ways.

Yesterday I did something I never thought I would do. I gave my last few dollars as “tithes” to an online church I consume content from weekly. In no way do I identify as a Christian, but as someone who is a spiritual practitioner themselves I recognize the need and want to reciprocate and give to the spaces that give to me. Especially on such a spiritual level. It’s honestly just common courtesy.

I’ve been doing channeled writing in my own services now and I absolutely love. It’s something I’ve always known I could do and have done for myself, but honestly just never tried for anyone else.

The wind still talks to me. I still love life. I still cry a lot. But i’m not uncertain. In some moments I fall back into the habit of distraction, but I’m aware and I never allow myself to stay there.

God I thank you.

2024/4/16 Edited to

... Read moreIn times of personal challenges, many individuals find growth through spiritual exploration and self-reflection. This process is often a blend of both emotional and financial independence, as seen in various spiritual practices. Embracing change can facilitate significant life shifts, promoting resilience during tough times. Journaling and channeled writing have become essential tools for those on a spiritual path, providing clarity and empowering individuals to manifest their truths. By engaging in spiritual communities online, many are finding comfort and support, enhancing their personal growth journeys. For those navigating similar paths, understanding the power of gratitude and giving back to spiritual spaces can create a sense of connection and community. Today, many are encouraged to consider their beliefs and how these influence their futures, whether through financial support of spiritual practices or by sharing personal insights with others. Engaging with spiritual resources can foster greater resilience and hope, transforming periods of struggle into opportunities for healing and empowerment.