It took 3 weeks to get over it
I thought I was in a stronger place with God, but this one really shook me.
Three weeks ago my pastor had decided to do something different. He had everyone 21-28 stand(I missed the cut-off by a year). He praised this generation for being so dedicated and encouraged them to keep influencing the younger generations.
He had the my generation stand and there were only about 20 people that stood up. He asked us “what happened?” He made a few points and had us all sit back down, but I had felt like he shamed us for not being a large generation that contributed to bringing people closer to God.
I was so upset, I left shortly after.
It took me 3 weeks to get over it. It messed with my relationship with the church and most important, God.
I KNOW IT WASN’T GOD’S FAULT!!!!…..I kept telling myself this over and over.
I had to get real with myself. I took a small break, I went to a different church one week, and two weeks after I returned back to church with my boyfriend and I was ready to move forward.
Sometimes it’s okay to take a step back and reflect, just as long as you know in your heart you have the strength and intentions to come back to God. I needed time to heal. God knew I would be back, he just knew I needed time.
And that’s OKAY too. ♥️
In our spiritual journeys, we all encounter challenges that shake our beliefs and relationships with God. The experience of feeling sidelined or shamed during a religious gathering can be overwhelming. It's essential to acknowledge these feelings and understand that healing takes time. Taking a break to reflect on one’s faith is a vital step in regaining perspective. These moments can lead to a deeper understanding of personal beliefs and a stronger connection to spiritual communities. Many individuals have faced similar dilemmas when feeling unappreciated or overlooked in their faith groups, prompting them to seek solace elsewhere or embark on a period of introspection. This journey reinforces the idea that taking time for oneself is not a sign of weakness but a necessary aspect of spiritual growth. Whether you're dealing with doubt, feeling disconnected, or seeking renewal in faith, remember that it's okay to step back and reassess your relationship with spirituality. Return to your foundation with renewed strength and commitment, assured that your spiritual path is unique and valid.
