Oh my God what a long fricking day 130 at the hospital just almost on my way home like I should be home by 8 o’clock. That was the longest day in those voyage go Drivers were horrible. I think I got whiplash.

Looks like Jimmy might have his cancer back His neck his swollen again

Uggggg so tired Still have to unload and drive back.

Then unload and drive back uggggggg

I tried to drive my jeep around the block only for the damn engine lite to come on and park it back in the yard After searching reasons it’s either the o2 sensor or spark plugs. I really cannot take this stress Seriously this is an extremely stressful situation I need to have a vehicle to m

And do I even trust my jeep to drive all the way to Ottawa and back like what if I get halfway there and then my car overheats then I’m stuck with all Meaghan stuff in my car with no way to get it to Ottawa and order no way to get myself home like why can life not just be easy for me for just a lit

I was so good for a while not having anxiety about going to work and now all of a sudden today I have like huge anxiety again I’m like stressed. I have chest pains. I have a headache. My lower back is killing me. My neck hurts. I have the shakes like I don’t know why but all of a sudden I feel like

Why does life have to suck so much? My car still isn’t ready. I have to move my daughter on pack on Wednesday night and leave on Thursday morning. I don’t have a vehicle. I have no money to rent a vehicle and I have no one to borrow a vehicle. what the fuck am I going to do besides at some point be

Rest in peace cuz.

Well 400$ later Lilly had every bloodwork done know to man kind lol She had an allergy shot and let’s hope it works.

My poor Lilly is having a very rough day already. I hope she is still going to be alive once I get done work. I feel horrible that I have to leave this poor pup this afternoon. Even with her meds this morning it’s already going to be a bad day. Pray for miss lilly.

Lilly just started this spinning around for cheese thing. She having a rough day today Poor girl

I have to go to emergency vet in Pennsylvania to see if my dog is going to live I’m so sad. Shitty way to start the vacay

My pups got in a calendar on June. They are stars. Yayyyyy

Theze two always look like this when I wanna take their pic. Soon as I lift my phone the ears go back they look like they are terrified. lol