Today I decided to junk journal? journal? I don't know what to call it anymore. It's been two months since I last junk journaled about anything. It's not that I ran out of ideas, cause I always have ideas flowing but I literally lost my spark.
I think it all started when I went to a junk journal workshop a couple months back. I was really excited about putting myself out there and being around other people with the same interests. I really liked the workshop and felt like I had made a connection with the girls who attended the workshop. Which made me really happy at the time as I was excited about making some new friends and stuff. But it seems like they didn't think about it in the same way. Which is fine. I can't force people to like me or want to be friends. It just... kind of sucked. I felt like maybe it was me. Maybe I just wasn't out going enough? maybe I was just... weird? I'm not going to lie. It really messed with my non-existing self esteem.
Since then, i've been learning to just do things on my own. Maybe i'm just not meant to have friends, or maybe right now isn't the right time? at least that's what's been on my mind as of lately. Regardless, I was really happy when today, I just felt motivated? inspired? I don't know. So I made this very simple, badly made spread, but I did it. Finally got back to a hobby that I love and have missed doing! I'm not blaming anyone btw, just myself for not being strong mentally.
... Read moreJunk journaling, by its very nature, is a deeply personal and creative pursuit, often fluctuating with our emotional states and social experiences. From my own journey, I’ve learned that feeling disconnected or misunderstood in group settings—like workshops or clubs—can unexpectedly cloud your creative spark. It’s perfectly normal to feel that your mental and emotional wellbeing directly impacts your art. When friendships or social validation don’t materialize as hoped, the blow to self-esteem can create a block that makes even the simplest journaling tasks feel daunting.
One effective way I found to combat this was to embrace solitary journaling sessions focused on purely personal expression rather than perfection or external approval. Starting with simple, imperfect spreads can ease the pressure and allow ideas to flow freely again. Sometimes, just the act of putting pen to paper without judgment or expectation reignites that creative flame.
Additionally, mixing junk journaling elements with other creative hobbies such as scrapbooking, collage making, or creative writing can bring fresh inspiration. Remember that your journal isn’t just a project but a safe space for emotional exploration and growth. It’s okay if your entries reflect hard feelings or setbacks; these are part of your authentic story and can become very meaningful over time.
Lastly, building confidence in your unique style and pace is key. Social connections may not always align with our timing or personalities. But the beauty of junk journaling is that it will always be there as a consistent outlet for self-care and creativity—one that evolves along with you. Keep reminding yourself that having your own voice and process matters more than any external validation. With time and patience, those creative blues can transform into new artistic breakthroughs and personal resilience.
i junk journal not as often anymore but what I used to do was junk journal and journal with cutouts and write about them or write with them make it your safe space
i junk journal not as often anymore but what I used to do was junk journal and journal with cutouts and write about them or write with them make it your safe space