felt ancient since i was a child
how beautiful and gut wrenching, the way everything you’ve ever touched will become dust. the way life inevitably folds into decay. how wonderful it is to be here now, to experience a brief glimmer of All This!! what a gift it is to change form, to grow from an old cedar and fall into the rot of soil and spring up again some morning in March as a fawn, a wolf, a human being – isn’t it spectacular? how life will crack our hearts wide open again and again if we allow it to?
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PS NEW HAIR THANKS TO @b.doesmyhair !!!!! she is a wizard!!!! coolest hair i’ve ever had i swear!!






































