I feel like Lots wife
Lot's wife looked back because her heart was still tied to what she was leaving behind—even as God was pulling her forward. I don't think that makes her a monster; I think it makes her human. And I think you naming that shows how raw and honest you're being with yourself right now.
But here's the thing—you're still standing. You're still breathing, still grateful for your kids, still praying for your husband. That's not the posture of someone who's frozen. That's someone who's fighting to keep her eyes ahead even when every instinct says to turn around and mourn what's gone.
“Remember Lot’s wife.” — Luke 17:32.































































































