Birth day is in two days!!
Monday is my last day with my first baby in my belly and this picture explains what I’m internally doing at every second of the day. I go in for my induction at 8pm Monday night and to think about it and talk about it just makes me so nervous because I don’t know how anything is going to go, but I’m also very excited and happy to finally meet and see my son!! I know my body was made for this and I know some people have a lot of struggles when it comes to having kids so being able to is a gift from God and I am so thankful for that. After I lost my first baby early pregnancy I really didn’t think I was able to have kids before and after finding out but when my son was granted to me God gave me a strong baby. He need that my son was meant to be with us and that made me appreciate every single second of this pregnancy even though a lot of the days were hard being high risk because of his weight and having gestational diabetes and having to learn how to eat meals right and check my sugars on time and change almost every month. It was all worth it for this moment but that still doesn’t stop my anxiety but I give it all to Christ and he will guide me and my path the way he believes it should go and for that I’m blessed. #godmadeamother #firstborn #momlife




































































































