👩🏻‍🏫Until today.. I lost a lot of tears... before becoming a teacher..🥹

👩🏻‍🏫 We have been in the service of teachers for 2 years and 5 months in Ayutthaya. Today, we will tell you the most dramatic events. Why do young girls who like to cook and dream of becoming chefs 👩🏻‍🍳 finally wear khaki clothes for teachers like this? For us, if you categorize this movie of our lives, we would like to be in the Drama & Fight Life category.

📌 at our home, my father has a typical trading-employment career. In a moderate position, my father and mother have expectations to make your children comfortable, civil service and have a stable career. We respect my father and mother very much as he is very tired, so that we have everything. There is no lack of anything. I personally like the art since childhood. I like to draw, paint, creative work will like a lot. And cooking is also something that we have done since childhood. Elementary school, we cook for people at home to eat. We like to cook a lot. So I intend to ask my father that I want to learn chef.

📌 We are not very good students. We assume that we are moderate, take exams, and study science classes from high school to high school, high school to high school, high school, and high school, and we do not like that, but we just have to try to read books and study hard to get good grades, so we always do very well because we don't like to look inferior or fail the exam because my father and mother may be disappointed.

📌 to take the fourth grade exam, I asked for a special science suite exam to get the same class that my sister used to study, which we had to take one in 30, and we weren't good at anything, but I told me that if I took the fourth grade exam, I asked for an oven, I wanted to make cakes, I wanted to study, I told me to go to the chef, I said, well, I really thought that I had to take the exam, but after the exam, I didn't buy an oven like I said, I didn't want anything, I went to study, try very hard to get good grades.

📌 when we compete in the arts, we want to compete in the arts. There are teachers inviting, but there are math teachers inviting as well. At home and teachers also believe that we should go to math competitions, so we choose as adults say, but we like the arts more. Everyone may wonder why not choose what we like. We would rather follow my father. What do you say? I always say that because I don't want my father to get tired, don't want my father to be disappointed or sad.

📌 then the turning point here, at the end of sixth grade, our father tried to convince us to study teacher, give teacher, because our sister was studying math at the time. Agriculture too. At that time, it was very desperate to be a chef. Mom and sister came to listen to us. We cried. I used to say that I choose what we want to do. He will send me to study by myself. We do not want to be a burden to my sister. And I said that if I choose a chef, my father is afraid that the job will be unstable. I am afraid that my father has been difficult since childhood. We know everything. Finally, I will choose to learn a teacher who can not speak with my mouth that I am willing to use the word to remember. But because I only thought that I did to answer the gratitude that my stepfather brought me, so I chose that.

📌, when accepting that studying a teacher, we can find a favorite subject that we like art, right? But no, our life does not choose by ourselves as usual. Our father does not agree because the art teacher receives a little, not like the math teacher. At that time, the pressure and stress, even though we chose to be a teacher, but why does my father still not choose our favorite subject, the teacher at the school? I said the same thing to my father that we are outstanding in math. We just know that we do math well, but we don't like it that much. I said to me a sentence. If you don't like math, then why do you compete in math? Honor cards are all math, so we are desperate. 1 Follow my father to finish. I choose to study, teacher, math teacher, and college also have the same place as my sister. Crawl after my sister exactly the way I want.

📌 I never interrupted me, even when I was traveling with my friends in high school, I never went, but not because I didn't give it. I didn't ask myself. Because I knew how to ask, I would worry. How to go back? Because my dad always picked us up. Wherever we didn't ask my friends to tell me that I didn't keep going.

📌 when going to college, it's hard. When studying pure math, very deep. Our grades are not good at all. We both don't like it and see it as very difficult. Trying to focus or read, the more you can't do well.

Math, we don't get a lot of A's, but if we are a school of teaching, courses in psychology, we all get A's, but well, we really learn to read like one night, 2-3 marathons before taking the exam, but.. of course I want the grades to come out well, haha. I don't like to study, but I want to get good grades, haha. Because I am afraid that my father and I will be disappointed. At least I have to read, I have to take the exam. How long I can't sleep, but I get a good medal in the agricultural school every year. Until graduation, I also have first place honors.

📌 then went to train, get a degree, raise a grandchild during graduation, read the exam, and wait to call the package... Actually, while waiting to call and choose the province that is down, there is a ramma 😭🥹, and even have to go to see the horoscope.. but please ask us to come back later, haha. It should split the horoscope into another post because it is very long.

The last 📌 has been a teacher for 2 years and 5 months. We have enjoyed teaching books and helping children. Even though we do not intend to study first, but we intend to be a good teacher for them. Even now, I may choose to follow my father all the time, but I am grateful to him. Without my father and mother, we would not be like today. If I choose to do it myself, I do not know how it is now. I want to tell myself that you are very good, Mo, and very brave to tell this story. Keep it alone for many years, let go of the feeling. Disappointed, sorry, and telling people your little dream. You're so brave. 😌

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