A failed start. 🫶💗

Title: The day I quit... to find another truth.

I decided to quit my old job.

Because a company contacted

He said

The salary will be better.

The chances are better.

I thought it would be a new beginning of life.

First day to work

I took a ride with hope, full heart.

But enough to reach

The first thing I came across was "weirdness."

The company I applied for.

Back is not the company I really have to work for.

When reaching the job page

He told me to sit in another company instead.

Salary once said

It turned out to be "the same."

Position applied

Well, no one mentioned it again.

I tried to tell myself that.

"It's okay. It'll get better."

But when actually starting to work

Instead, I found that

I don't have a computer to use.

If going to work

Gotta find the tools yourself.

Some days I just sit at the table.

Look at other people working

No one ordered the job.

Nobody said what I had to do.

There are only words that

"Wait a while."

So I sat and waited.

First day

Day two

Day three

I still go to work every day.

Go sit there.

Move to sit here.

Like someone who has a place to work.

But there's no work to do.

It's a very strange feeling.

Like life is walking forward

But it's actually standing in the same place.

Sometimes I ask myself,

Did I make the wrong decision?

Who resigned from the same place

But I still give it a chance here.

And give yourself a chance.

Until one day

The day made me think again.

That day is payday.

Before the end of the month,

The chief came to ask me that.

"Is there a list of employees to pay?"

I said,

"No."

And then he told me to contact HR himself.

After that,

HR also let me send the data again.

Name

Position

And salary.

That was agreed at the start of the work.

I sent it along.

And then wait.

Waiting for the salary to enter

I still have a small hope in my heart that

Everything's probably already starting to fall into place.

Time goes by.

Until almost the end of the month

And finally,

Salary goes in

Before 5: 00 p.m. at the end of the month,

It should be normal.

But it made me feel something.

The feeling that tells me is very clear that

Here.

It's unsettling.

It's not just about the money.

But including feelings.

Including the future.

It's not like anything ever talked about.

And that night,

I started asking myself again,

Maybe...

The walk out

Maybe it was the most correct decision.