EXTREMELY VULNERABLE! Humbling,I REALLY NEED HELP!

So this really is hard for me, I’ve never ever posted anything like this or ever take money or anything from anyone unless there is an exchange. Maybe I learned very hard because I chose people that just were not very good people and it just blow up in my face. And I love gift, never got them when I was young and now it could be a piece of paper and I saw you writing on it but I had no idea why and you and it to me just saying something sweet and I will treasure it! I love get people gift, when I can because I now realize how much it’s my love language and I just want them to know how much I think about them, love them and that no matter what they are and will never be alone as long as I am around. But it’s because I wish that I was being thought of somehow, even with just someone’s presence. But the point is I don’t ever borrow, lend (I always give it), take, or ask. With the exception that someone has already offered to do something and then I ask but point is….I have been struggling very, very hard the last two years. And these last 7 months have been probably the worst and just keeps getting harder. I’m trying hard, I feel now that I really am trying it’s the hardest. I had a job, worked really hard, there was a miss understanding on my end and I fixed did exactly what needed to be done, “fired”, “rehired”, only for them to “terminate me”. Due to contracts I signed I’m not allowed to talk about it, but I didn’t get a phone call I got an email. I attempted to email them back. They blocked me. You wouldn’t believe the amount of disrespect mentally I went through with them not just because of termination and my time wasted twice. I could have been looking for a different job but I went with them. The two small checks I got from them I paid towards my phone bill and finally bought 12 in groceries. This is really my point. My phone and internet are bundled, it is disconnected, I have placed a payment arrangement but they will not restore service until my past due payment of 333.43 is paid but the remaining amount will be out on the 12th of June and it’ll be 217.42 right now my technical

balance is 550.85 but I need help, any help anyone is willing to offer. I really will take anything you can give. My rent is past due I owe 2640. I spoke to my income support office and I explained all of this to them because they took my help away, because at the time I was getting unemployment before taxes 760, and I only got 400 a month I explained my rent, I explained my expenses, I explained why I wasn’t working and just doing unemployment right now because I was trying to get myself better and work on myself (didn’t help made a better mess look where I am at) and they still took my help away from me. I’m a lone wolf, I have two beautiful sisters but it’s not my place to speak about why they cannot help me. But below is some information if you feel inclined or know anyone that can help in any way. I will include my landlords cash app so you know that I am really asking for help on what I am below I’ll explain how to memo it. I’ll also include mine in case you all feel better just sending it to mine and I can just make the payments just indicate what it’s for ☺️ in advance THANK YOU! Even if you just read the post. If you can share it, say prayer, meditate over it, share your hurts, share how you’re losing your fxxxing mind and can’t breathe with me. Tell me you’re afraid, lost, scared, tired, and you don’t know where or what to turn to. You have so much, so much you need to let out, and all you need is a break, just a chance to breathe. Hope I didn’t scare anyone. You can DM personally if you want to talk. I don’t know when I’ll have my phone back on, or I’ll be able to check but I will try hard to do it fast so no one is just sitting in my messages. ✌🏻♥️🦞

Attached is a picture of information on my account.

My account # 0674073291-

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Just click on the website I just sent, change the button from active to disconnected, click the button account put the account number there and the zip code is 87108 then click on that your not a robot. It’ll take you into the next page that tells you the 333.43 passed due, and what the full total will be 550.85 on the 12. But it also gives you pay another option so if you can pay anything towards it that would be amazing if you can’t don’t worry.

Also it will not save any of your payment information and it is a secured website.

https://www.verizon.com/digital/nsa/nos/ui/payment/otp/login#/

Attached is a photo from a previous payment done to the landlordRent is: 2640 Cash app: @$BrennenRigler In the memo you can just put something like “help for Estrellitas rent Unit 9 A”

If you do, do any sort of payment can you send me a screenshot so I can save as proof just in case they state nothing was sent to them.

Cashapp: @$EstrellitaMartinez13 this is my cash app in case you feel better just sending it to me and just telling me how or where you want me to use the funds.

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