Day 1 of working on the things I’ve been seeing in myself.
I’ve become a heavy procrastinator. I make excuses for everything. It’s always, “I don’t have time,” or I find a million reasons why I can’t take care of whatever needs to be done.
I’m not always like this, but sometimes I get into a funk and become the version of myself I dislike the most. It’s like there are two sides of me. One side is focused, motivated, full of ideas, completing tasks, and becoming the person I know I’m capable of being. Then suddenly, the other side shows up. I procrastinate, stop moving, lose motivation, can’t complete simple tasks, and honestly just don’t want to do anything.
I don’t always know when it starts, but I hate when it happens. Every time I find myself in this place, I tell myself, “Next time I won’t let it happen.” Yet somehow, this spirit seems to creep back in so quickly.
So today, I’m choosing to fight back. I’m praying against the spirit of procrastination. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus, and I’m getting up to fight this battle out loud. The enemy will not have my mind, my purpose, or my life. I’m making moves to make sure of that.
Sometimes you have to pray those demons off of you and then get up and keep moving. The battle is real, but so is the victory.
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... Read moreProcrastination is a challenge many of us face at some point, but recognizing it as a battle is a crucial first step toward change. From my own experience, I’ve found that changing old habits requires actively shifting our mindset and routines—after all, "Old keys don’t unlock new doors."
One practical approach I recommend is setting small, achievable goals each day rather than overwhelming yourself with a long to-do list. Breaking tasks into bits makes them less intimidating and helps build momentum. Alongside this, I've noticed that incorporating moments of quiet reflection or prayer, especially when feeling stuck, refreshes my focus and strengthens my commitment to progress.
It’s also important to acknowledge the dual nature of motivation — like you, there are days when the "focused and productive" self feels far away. On those days, I remind myself that it’s normal to experience fluctuations in energy and attitude, and that kindness toward myself is key. Instead of harsh self-judgment, I try to speak encouragingly and remind myself of the purpose behind my efforts.
For me, spiritual practices like prayer or affirmations are not just rituals; they’re sources of strength that help me rebuke negative thoughts and reclaim control. Whether you connect to a higher power or draw motivation from other sources, affirming your ability to overcome can be powerful.
Finally, the journey out of procrastination is ongoing. There will be setbacks and times when the old habits sneak back in. But maintaining a proactive stance—getting up and moving forward despite resistance—ultimately leads to victory. Remember, change doesn’t happen overnight, but every small step brings you closer to the person you want to be.
❤️ Amen! I deal with this as well. One day I’m hitting every thing out of the ballpark. Next day, I need to slow down. Today, I needed to see your message and get moving.
I love this saying. Definitely something I needed to hear! Thank you for sharing.Gave you a follow. ❤️