Between Her Lips & Lies… season finale
Lashae sat curled into the corner of the couch, knees to her chest while tears streamed down her face. The penthouse felt too quiet now. Too empty. Every room reminded her of Domo somehow. The kitchen where she used to laugh. The hallway where her voice echoed. Even the blanket draped over the couch still smelled faintly like her cologne and detergent mixed together.
Her phone stayed in her hand almost like an addiction.
Blocked.
Instagram.
Blocked.
TikTok.
Blocked.
Facebook too.
That one hurt the most because Domo barely even used Facebook. Blocking her there felt intentional. Permanent.
Lashae wiped at her face and made another account anyway. She stared at the blank message box for almost ten minutes before typing.
Can we please talk?
Sent.
No response.
Hours passed.
Nothing.
The little fake profile picture and made-up name suddenly made her feel pathetic. Desperate even. But she didn’t care. She just wanted one answer. One sign that Domo still cared enough to respond.
But Domo stayed silent.
Lashae realized she didn’t know anybody connected to her either. No cousins. No friends. No coworkers. Domo had always kept her circle small and private. Now it was like she disappeared off the face of the earth.
Eventually, Lashae stopped making fake pages. Stopped texting. Stopped calling. She told herself to leave Domo alone because maybe this was what she wanted.
Maybe this was really goodbye.
But even after all that… a piece of Lashae couldn’t let go.
At random moments, she still reached for her phone expecting Domo’s name to appear. She still slept on one side of the bed. Still looked toward the door some nights thinking she might walk back in with that calm expression and those tired eyes.
And the worst part was not knowing if Domo missed her too… or if she had already moved on completely.
Lashae stared at her contact list for a long moment before pressing the woman’s name.
The same woman she met on the plane.
The same woman who sat beside her for hours while she quietly unraveled somewhere between takeoff and landing. Lashae barely even understood why she was calling her now. Maybe because she felt alone. Maybe because strangers were easier to talk to than people who knew you too well.
The phone rang twice.
“Hello?”
Her voice was soft. Calm.
Lashae swallowed hard. “Hey… it’s Lashae.”
A small pause followed before the woman answered warmly. “I know who it is.”
For some reason, that almost made Lashae cry again.
“You okay?” the woman asked gently.
Lashae laughed bitterly under her breath. “Not really.”
The woman didn’t interrupt her. Didn’t rush her either.
So Lashae started talking.
She vented about Domo blocking her on everything. About making fake pages just to reach out. About feeling stupid afterwards. About waking up every morning hoping there would finally be a message waiting for her.
“I just don’t understand how somebody can love you one day and disappear the next,” Lashae whispered, voice cracking.
The woman stayed quiet for a second before speaking.
“Sometimes people disappear because staying hurts them too.”
Lashae leaned her head back against the couch cushion, staring at the ceiling. “So what? I’m just supposed to accept it?”
“No,” the woman replied honestly. “But acceptance usually comes way after the hurt.”
Her words were mature. Careful. Like somebody who had experienced heartbreak herself.
Lashae found comfort in that.
For the first time in days, she didn’t feel crazy for grieving somebody who was still alive.
The woman listened to every emotion without judging her. And slowly, the conversation drifted away from Domo and toward life in general. Trauma. Love. Attachment. Loneliness.
Hours passed without Lashae noticing.
By the end of the call, her chest didn’t feel as heavy.
Not healed.
Just… lighter.
Before hanging up, the woman spoke softly again.
“You don’t have to go through this alone, Lashae.”
Lashae closed her eyes tightly, emotional all over again.
“Thank you,” she whispered. “I really needed somebody tonight.”
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