It’s always been you 🥰

📖 Before I Deserved You by Nomi J. Avery

Available on Amazon & KU ✨

What to expect:

🖤 Small Town

🖤 Coming of Age

🖤 Best Friends to Lovers

🖤 Found Family

🖤 First Love

🖤 First Time

🖤 Mutual Pining

🖤 Emotional Read

🖤 Angst

🖤 Deception

🖤 Cliffhanger

Before I Deserved You is book one in my completed Despite It All Duet and should not be read as a standalone.

Get your copy of this angsty and emotional coming-of-age romance today ✨

#friendstolovers #comingofagebooks #smalltownromancerecs #romancereaders #angstyromance

5/25 Edited to

... Read moreIf you love stories that deeply explore the complexity of friendship turning into romance, "Before I Deserved You" is a great pick. The book beautifully captures the intense emotions and delicate dynamics of mutual pining and the vulnerability of first love. The protagonist’s realization that they were "never just friends" resonates with anyone who has experienced the shift in feelings from friendship to something more. Living in a small town adds a unique charm to the story, where community and relationships intertwine closely, making every interaction more meaningful. The found family aspect enriches the narrative by showing that love and support can come from chosen relationships, not just blood ties. For readers who appreciate angsty and emotionally charged romances, the mix of deception and cliffhangers keeps the tension alive, making it hard to put the book down. The author’s portrayal of a damaged main character adds layers of depth and realism, allowing readers to connect with their struggles and growth throughout the series. Based on personal experience with coming-of-age romances, the slow burn and best friends to lovers trope always create a satisfying emotional payoff. The themes of first love and first time bring back that nostalgic feeling of discovering love’s power and pain for the first time. This duet is perfect for anyone looking for a romance that balances heartfelt moments with angsty twists.

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