Sometimes life changes faster than we thought.

🗓️ 25 June 2026

The aunt I was looking after recently had an unwalkable lumbar strain and became a bed patient. She had previously had the same condition for about a week in mid-May before getting better, but this time the condition was much heavier. She moved so little that I thought she needed physical therapy and close care.

Bedridden patients are very vulnerable to pressure ulcers if they are not flipped every 1-2 hours. In the first period, her daughter told me to wait another 3-4 months for a recovery facility that is not very costly, but considering the potential risks, I felt that I should not wait that long.

At the very least, if I can't move to a recovery facility immediately, I should have a bed that can help me flip automatically, especially during the night, because I definitely can't take care of her day and night.

So I ended the conversation that night with the short sentence, "Let me go to bed. This is it today."

The next day, I tried to reconsider this and assured her daughter that no matter what, the aunt should have a device that supports proper care, and she finally decided to say, "Send your mother to the center I found."

After all, the story of my aunt, her daughter and myself ended smoothly.

This turning point happened so fast that I didn't even catch up. At first, I thought I'd be working on it for a long time, maybe a few or five years, until I didn't get ready.

After my aunt's move was completed on June 10, 2026, I immediately resumed my job at the store the next day because I thought that what I could do that day was to resume my existing work, but still be spaced with my sister. Our work would not overlap time and duty. Everything was clearly separated.

So now I'm not sure how to calculate my salary, so I thought I'd work first and then look at the revenue of the assembly store.

📎 there are a few things in my life, and I'm slowly learning to live with myself.

If I feel like I'm Burnout, I'll choose to sleep more and more, day or night, sleep until I feel like my body and mind are starting to recover, without pressuring myself to do anything at that stage.

And if there is an emotion or an idea, I will choose to reset myself in another way: meditation.

In the early days, emotions and thoughts may still be distracted, but when you unplug yourself from everything for a while, at least 30 minutes, or sometimes even an hour, everything often seems easier immediately after emotions and thoughts are organized.

Personally, I'm not very good at solving problems, because if no solution has emerged at that time, I would see today as not the day to solve them and choose to stop the thought loop by unplugging myself.

Sometimes it's just a walk in the park, or if you want to go to the sea, you can just drive out and look at the sea for a while.

For me, getting enough rest, getting a lot of sleep, and getting back to myself is the best way to get through time.

And tell yourself,

Today... this is enough.